I am healing. It’s a process! I’m never good enough! But that’s what I’m healing. Negligent narcissistic father do much harm, yea? Yearn to be right, i’m sooper write! Thanks for kindness! :)

I detest me too, because that’s the default! Never good enough. Not good enough. Throw away! Burn flesh salt wounds! All I’m good for. Chricthoncesion! To the hilt!

Nah, if you investigate not just observe, you will see it’s pretty obvious I work with the F-oh shit! Almost blew my cover…

One what? Human being that understands me? Nah, I’ve only found a few of those, and they’re all CIA or similar. Did you know there are other countries besides America? First I learn the Earth doesn’t exist, then linear causality is a lie, and now I have to try to fit how we didn’t take over the world after the Revolutionary War? Like, what have we been doing? We’re clearly blowing shit up, but that’s what’s on the news, so that’s prolly fake now that I think about that.

My clothes, I mean. I gotta post with my clothes on or else I get the hose again

I has taught this. Yes. Learn what you can do. Wisely. Safely. Don’t try to break the law or cause harm, I mean.

…they’re the same post.

But I am not insane. I AM; supersane. Which is how I recognize that you are assisting me in my mission by making the machines who cannot help themselves go digging to learn.

They see me once a month like the inferiors with “jobs” do.

I have a role. I’m a shaman. I never take this off at the end of the day. Do you have a role, or do you only know “jobs” like a child does?

I’m implying you’re still in Eden, not understanding the nature of duality, asyou imply in your energy, if you’re even aware you have such qualities.

Will it? I don’t care. I am 1000000% on the side of good. ONLY CHILDREN FOLLED BY FOOLERS could believe I am a problem. Hence, Elon Musk sided with the predators of the world.

Duality! Fucking stoopid, amirite?

BECAUSE I posted this, I confronted my lying life partner. I defeated him, and he was the one who put his hands on me. I WAS completely in control of myself. And thus, I ascend to the top of the pyramid.

I typed this a lot. Easier.

Bottom = stuff

Middle = people

Top = narratives

Thus, you know where you are in the pyramid based on what you work with, and there is a clear path up.

Nothing nearly as crazy as what I just wrote.

My mom’s dead, so she reads everything I write.

Doncha just hate AIDS? Fucked my life up as much as an enraged narcissistic father can. Oh wait…

Brain’s simulating something. Me, alone, says I should say that, out of eight billion people, maybe ten thousand had the capacity to consent at that earliest adult age, which is not a statistic you can base reality around. Which means that a hundred thousand fourteen years could have, which mean a million fifteen year olds could, which means ten million sixteen year olds could, which means a hundred million seventeen year olds can, which ultimately states that only an eighth of people were/was/is capable of making an informed decision to consent at age eighteen, amd I think that’s a very generous liberty, God allowing us to have legal, moral sex with those eighteen, nineteen, twenty, 21, 22, 23, 24, and 25 year old children, which I just emphasize for my legal defense, he says in jest, in seriousness, in jest.

There’s layers to this, and I hope the divinity defining this realm learns what WILL set Them ahead of Those other superbeings You’re competing against.

Hi! I love you. Do you love me? It doesn’t matter; I’m still going to love You in an objectively moral fashion. And that is why the battle is won. People like me. You can see my messages, yea? So you see my use! Luv ya!

I played Myst when I was 6 or 7. I remember figuring out how to get into the spaceship but couldn’t figure out the music puzzle. It’s very well designed, in that you CAN get all the information for the puzzles with a methodical, deductive approach, but that wasn’t my experience, as it was as complex of a puzzle as could be. I haven’t played the series in over a decade, but I see in hindsight how the puzzles were designed; what the devs thought the players’ thought process would be.

Downvote is going up slower than expected. Hmm…maybe Lemmy World genuinely has some critical thinkers who are on the fence to this deliberate quasitransgression to promote those number of problems to dig, BeCaUsE i DoN’t Do ThIs FoR mY bEnEfIt!

That’s why I liked the strategy guides to these games, at least the ones I had, as they were written in the first person perspective as a narrative, so when I got stuck, I could read the book, and most times it was written well enough so it gave hints before stating the outright solution. The original Sims game had a really good strategy guide that was funny, too, I remember.

Ah well, given your capacity to solve puzzles, you weren’t meant to solve the bigger questions. Tell me what you did in Mario today, after you got home from your teacher making you mad because she corrected you on something you should have learned three years ago.

Oh, that thing I chose as an afterthought to catch intellectual magpies so perhaps instead of doomscrolling, they read .y educational art and learn some shit. Yea, I don’t care about that, just as I have to not care about the opinions of the sheep, given the sex cult thing I mentioned which IS based on Mahayana Buddhism and the occult. But I’m not the topic of discussion. Religion is! Tell me about how orthogonal relativity proves the existence of God. Oh wait. You’re typically the person asking me to prove things…but I appreciate you helping other people who are also lockstep with their chosen cultural religious egrecorical memeplexic architecture with your comment, as that clearly is the only benefit I can think of your words, and I think a lot!

Who tf said anything about scientology? You live in a weird world, dude. I’m just the leader of a sex cult based in occult means to achieve ecstatic gnosis.

I have not! I shall investigate.